Serious advice... No bullshit ASAP please?

Question

First off I don't need anyone coming at me in a disrespectful, mean way. I don't need that ****. I'm not seeking attention, i'm just tired, lost, and confused, And need someone's honest thoughts.

I just want to know how and should I cut myself off from people from awhile. Like as in no social media for a while, little to no contact with people, and all that stuff. I'm in a deep depression. I'm just tired. I just feel like I do so much for people and get treated like pure ****. I honestly don't think anyone cares about me. Some people in my life are too blind to see that I love them and care so much about them and they just disregard me and don't understand that they are hurting me. I want to disappear for a few weeks to just see who would notice and see who really care. I care so much that, I can't let people go like I probably should. It's not in my nature. And i'm definitely not the kind of person to treat people how they treat me, I don't know what to do. I told my good friend that I was depressed and had suicidal thoughts... She is there for me when she wants to be and I appreciate that sometimes but the thing is i'm always there for her, whenever she needs me. I don't know, all I know is that i'm hurting so much and I have so much bullshit going on in my life And people treating me like **** doesn't help me want to be around anymore.

Answer 1

I deleted my facebook and I loved it. I like you can enjoy life without getting the 411 on everyone's lives. Also, if you post something, EVERYONE sees it. It's stupid. I say cut yourself off, it will feel good. But keep in contact with people over phone atleast :) or snapchat

Answer 2

Well my friend. Two years ago i have had a horrible depression just like yours. I tried killing my self many times. I was addicted to porn and sleeping medications and used them as an "escape". Truth is. Anyone who kills them selfs are the worst people out there. Sure you dont have problems anymore once you are dead BUT have you ever thought about the people who actually do love you? Hell i fu ck ing love you and dont even know you. No hom o. You want to run away? From the house you live in im assuming. From your family? Your loved ones? Ive done it. Ive slept on a park slide, its not worth it. I suggest you actually tell an adult. Go to a hospital and say you need help. Mental hospitals will be that place of a safer "escape". I have been to multiple. There you will meet people going through a lot like you. You will do group activitys. Such as mental excersises to cope with your feelings. Please though do not kill yourself. Tell an adult. Never give up.

Answer 3

Go to your local library or Barnes and Nobles and read.